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Week 1.4 : Mission abort! I repeat, mission abort!

"Selalu persiapkan diri untuk
kemungkinan terburuk. Karena, 
rencana-rencana indah akan selalu
kalah dengan apa yang Tuhan rasa
yang terbaik."  — fiersa besari

Garut - Jakarta

I woke up with no motivation at all. Sad, mad, regret, ashamed, a bunch of emotions came crushing me down. I packed up my stuff, ate breakfast and waited for the boys to come back. I've been thinking a lot while waiting for them. Tried to think over my decision, listed out all the pros and cons. And it made realized that a decision has to be made regardless what it is.


We had a discussion once he got back to the campsite. We both realized that we did not have chemistry, share the same goals nor we have the same fitness level. I had a hard time to make up my mind, especially to abort the mission that I have been working hard for years. But thinking that it was the best for both of us, we agreed to part ways. He will continue his journey to Tasik Malaya with the hikers we met at the mountain while I will go back to Jakarta and start my Trans Java journey all over again, alone. Yep, I'm going solo.

After bidding goodbye, I went to terminal and took the earliest bus straight to Jakarta with a sad feeling. Looking out to the window, looking at Garut city for one last time and vowed to myself to come again for Guntur. It wasn’t anyone’s fault but mine alone. My preparation and training were not enough, or maybe it was not my rizq this time.

I called my friend, Fajar and informed him that I’m coming to his place. Alhamdulillah, my journey to Jakarta was smooth. Big thanks to Selep for his recommendation, advice and little information that brightened up my gloomy day. So, I booked a bed at capsule hostel through Hostelworld. Thank God for technology for making life easier. I will stay here for several days, until I decide where to go next.